We didn't visit him. I hear what a saint he was. I agree. I feel bad. I don't have to care for him and his details of life daily, I feel bad. I felt he was more a "job". I feel bad. I'm remembering when I was young and how nice he was. I feel bad. I remember how good he was to my kids. I feel bad.....I have health problems that exacerbate my emotions now (Dad passed 3 weeks ago) I feel bad....help???
Some like to do things with people around, others want to be alone for certain things. Maybe your Dad sensed it was his opportunity and took it. Who knows? You must be in shock, and I pray for your peace, Dear One. xo
You did so much, and part of you says you should have done more. IGNORE that part! It is not telling the truth. You did all you could.
when you sleep tonight, may you dream about him being alive and healthy as he was, and just enjoy that dream.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your dad. I know how you feel because my dad died a month ago.
Once the dust settled I kinda looked around, waiting for some guilt to show up but it never happened. I just felt really, really sad. I still do. And I miss him so much, more than I expected.
It's ok to feel bad because you've suffered a loss. It's normal to feel that way. After a month I still get choked up almost everyday but we have to keep putting one foot in front of the other one day at a time. I apologize for the bumper sticker philosophy but it's true. That's all we can do.