Oldest daughter in special education after being hospitalized, ongoing issues. Our youngest has selective mutism. Mom end stage COPD and doesn't understand why I can't help her.
Am about to have major surgery soon. Have heard how selfish and who will take care of everyone while I heal. I don't know. I know if I don't will be quadriplegic. Am already disabled and live in severe pain. My normally low BP is now 155/115.
I have been cooking and freezing meals as fast as I can. I cook all organic GMO free food. I make EVERYTHING myself both due to cost and ingredients are better. We don't buy packaged anything.
I am trying so hard but am starting to panic.
If anyone else has made it through please let me know.
No local family, almost no family at all.
We don't qualify for everything because we get Medicaid with spend down trust pool.
I am usually optimistic but the non stop cooking is leaving me barely able to lift my arms due to pain.
Are there any non profits?
Can't maintain house very well.
Our income counts garnished money to pay mortgage because house burned down and my husband couldn't remember what we had so they claimed fraud to deny.
We don't even qualify for food stamps or HEAP.