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A trip to recover from eldercare exhaustion? I'm in! - a road trip, a cruise, a flight to Mars - whatever -
I'll bring munchies.
Hang in there - we're all with you.
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CORGIMOM Aug 2018
Count me in. While some of you have siblings that cause you even more problems, I'm an only child. My parents were divorced when I was 14. My father died at 65 in 1992. My mother remarried, and was happily married until my stepfather died in 2008. My mother was not a good mother when I was growing up, but I try to overlook that. A year ago, my then 90 year old mother, wrote me a letter that her physical health was good but she had started to forget things. She also stated that she was afraid to die alone. The last one I could relate to as it had always been a fear of mine, and a strong feeling as a nurse. Everyone comes into this world with at least one other person there; their mother. No one should leave this world alone. I always tried to be with my patients when they left this world. Alright, with physically okay and just a little forgetting, I agreed that she could move into my house. Now it's 14 months later. Her physical condition has deteriorated and her mental status is the worst part. She refuses to eat nourishing food, and lives on chocolate milk and toast, despite her weight in the 80s lb. range. I take her to the store and walk her along the isles (I walk, she's in a scooter cart) asking, "What would you like to eat?". All I get is, "I don't see anything that looks good." or "I'm not hungry.". I've given up on the food. I've thrown out more spoiled food than I care to think about. Something that she thought she liked in the store, but never got eaten. I'm on social security too, and can't afford to waste money on food that just sits there and spoils. Being an only child has its problems too. I'm the caregiver. The only one. No one that I can even share her with. I'm not getting rich on this as she and my stepfather spent their money on cruises. The thing is with her dementia, I can't even leave her alone even to go to the store. It's 24/7, and I'm really getting drained. A couple of months ago, Division of Children and Families showed up at my door that she wasn't being cared for, wasn't clean, and the living facilities were cluttered. They gave me descriptions of the inside of my house that they could only have gotten from someone who had been inside it. I really don't have anybody inside my house, so I'm pretty sure the information came from my mother. She has to wait while I see a doctor, and there are many psychologists on that floor. I think they saw "this poor, little, old lady" sitting in the common waiting room, asked if she was alright, and she started to complain. She's very good at complaining. According to my mother, the only thing I am good for is being the maid. Although I was a critical care RN for 25 years, she feels that I'm too stupid to have any knowledge, especially in regards to medical issues. My mother is very hard of hearing, so I know she didn't make the call, but I think she said enough to start the ball rolling. I hadn't heard anything from DCF for a couple of months, so I thought it was dropped, until today when I got a call from them. I really don't need their harassment. They had agreed that she was clean and cared for and seemed happy at the time of their visit, however they feel I should throw MY things out to accomidate my mother even more. I've already thrown out a $3,000.00 mahogany dining room table with leaves and 8 high back chairs to make room for "her things". That doesn't include the multiple dumpsters of MY things that I threw out so she could move in. I'm burned out. I'm in the process of buying a new home as mine was badly damaged by hurricane Irma. As the tree fell through her bedroom, she is currently in the dining room and I'm in the other side of a L shaped living room/dining room. Do I have any privacy-none. At least with the new house, my bedroom will be at one end and her's at the other. If you made it this far, thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder. It helps to do that once in awhile.
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My fantasy! Many days when the nighttime caregiver comes I practically run out the door, jump in my car, and burn rubber vrooming down the street like a cartoon character. I want to hop on the freeway - north, east, south, west - it doesn't matter, and just drive away from it all, to somewhere no one knows me and my history caregiving - yes, I too hate the word "caregiver" as describing me - as someone earlier pointed out. So many times I feel hunted by the needs of my elderly mom, her paid caregivers, the home care agency, the doctor, etc. etc.

"Helpful" hints like soak in a bubble bath or walk in the park don't cut it when your total existence revolves consciously or subconsciously around the needs of someone else - for literally years! These gems of advice are usually given by people who have no idea what it's like to have the responsibilities we have for another human who often has very limited mental -not to metion physical and possibly financial - capabilities.

Everyone has their end goal. Mine is to emerge healthy and not bitter. I don't feel noble or good for doing this. I feel stuck holding the bag with no end in sight. So, for me, it is day to day and praying I am not old and gray by the time it all ends. We'll just see how it goes.
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thislife1958 Aug 2018
you are 100 percent correct. thank you for saying this.
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I certainly have felt that way in the past few years. Both of my parents have gone now and I really miss my Dad who died in 2015. Unfortunately when my mother died in March all I could feel was relief. Are you able to get any respite time for yourself? I think if you were able to look forward to even an afternoon once a week it would help you through the difficult times. Be kind to yourself and try not to let the criticism get to you. You are no longer the child in this relationship and if you can think of yourself in the parent's role it is easier to think of the criticism more as their frustration with being no longer being in charge of their lives. I wish you the strength to get through this.
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thislife1958 Aug 2018
Thank you Jellylava; i have ptsd actually from waking up the last six years out of eight and realizing I was still in the house with my Mom; still expected to get up and do any and everything she asked. When I look at the pic of her and I when I moved in here at age 50 I don't recognize me. My friends think I have a terminal illness. I have a frozen look of sadness on my face that will not go away. As soon as I walk into my Mom's room at the n.h. even now she has me right where she wants and I spend an hour to an hour and a half getting her to settle down and sleep without me there. I don't see anyone else coming in at 9pm to 10:30 every night to sit with their parent except me. I wonder am I wrong to be doing this? I feel like someone has to be there as my six other siblings are glad its me and they just use their position to do whatever they want. They see me as a failure for doing this and they even use that against me. My friends tell me if I just keep going I will have freedom someday. I just won't know how to act or what to do when that day comes but I hope I will.
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I am totally with you! Sometimes I just want to choke my dad because he is a smart ass. If you can't take it, you can't take it. The social worker of some sort will take over if you are not there. You have to take care of yourself first.
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I read through a few of these responses and feel so bad for so many of you. I've been wanting to pack up and go myself for a long time, now. Today, was a bit of a disaster, so I was going to get into bed and read for an hour or two and hope that would constitute "getting away." I'm one of those people who has many siblings who criticize and make demands. I'm finished with them. Today, it was the ALF not responding to my Mom's call. She was left sitting alone, needing help to get to the bathroom for over an hour and then I had to listen to the (probably) lies about how she calls for help too much. One complaint was that she had called for help to pull her pants up in the bathroom after she used the toilet. Huh? She's SUPPOSED to have assistance. She's called a "one person assist." There has to be a better way for all of us to get through this.
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CORGIMOM Aug 2018
Unfortunately, these days, unless you are independently rich ALFs are the pits. My mother was in "one of the better" ones that was supposed to be a more extended rehab to help her regain some of her strength after she broke her shoulder. She did it by falling, so after 2 weeks in the hospital to stabilize her other health problems, she was weaker than when she fell. So, daah, maybe she should have help to go to the bathroom? Maybe that's why she was there. All I got from her was she went by herself. When I approached the staff, they told me she "couldn't" go by herself. I said, "I know. Why isn't she getting help?". Of course they denied that she wasn't and responded to her call light as long as I was there. With her confusion, I didn't know who to believe. I knew when I picked her up from the hospital after the fall, she was out of town, and we stayed in a motel. The first night, I said, "Don't get out of bed without help.". The next morning I got up and she was on the bathroom floor. I understand the problem you're having. I know at the ALF I asked why she wasn't hooked to a device that alarmed if she got out of bed? I was told it was considered a form of restraint. HOW NUTS!!!! They would rather have her fall than to lay on a pad that alarmed if she got up. By the way, those pads are available for home use. I believe I got mine through Walmart online. It does work, and the alarm is loud. If you are the caregiver of a person who won't or can't wait for help or wanders they do help. Mine was combined with a call bell so she could call me if she wanted help and I was outside or in another room. I hope that's of some help.
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@nolapam I say report your siblings for elder financial abuse. They need to be held accountable for their actions.
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Jumary: I hear you! I really do! I wanted to run away from home, but it wasn't my home! I had to leave my home and move in with my late mother in Massachusetts where she demanded to live alone. My home was dust in the wind to me as I abruptly had to leave Maryland because my sibling "wouldn't do it." Remember this, though~~this, too, will end. Hang on. Hang on also to the memories, else they fall away.
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I, too am awaiting the relief. However, I am taking big steps with making sure that I take care of my needs first. I have two adult children of my own, a wedding coming up for my son, my daughter wants to start a family and wants me to be around to enjoy my grandchildren. I absolutely refuse to let this woman (the mother) rule or control my life anymore. I am done. I am making sure she gets the care she needs...but that's the extent of it.
I had the best day with my daughter today at the beach...only to come home to be bombarded by nonsense from the mother. So I have to once again regroup before I go to sleep and get up for work tomorrow. This too shall pass.
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CORGIMOM Aug 2018
I'm so glad that you were able to have a nice day with your daughter. It's too bad that your mother had to spoil it when you got home. Do you have any senior day groups in your area? If you could leave her alone, maybe that might help you if you were able to have another nice day. Sort of a social day for mom, and maybe she wouldn't be so demanding when you got home. I have them in my area. They are put on by the city. I wish I could park my mother there, but I'm afraid her dementia is too bad at this point to do that.
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same thing here there’s times I just want to get in the car and drive away what are you to do you know it’s still your parents you know I lost my dad in September and my mother right now is in a nursing home doing some physical therapy because she fail because she won’t listen and use her walker I’m just tired like you I’m just tired of the same oh thing you know I repeat things three and four times to her she’s worried about her money you know when dad was alive you know she had buchu‘s of money because he work for a good company but now she think she’s got all the money in the world and she don’t and then she keeps asking me where the money is SO WHAT DO U DO
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CORGIMOM Aug 2018
I had that problem. Worry about HER money. She pays for nothing, but worries about how much is in her bank account. It's all money in and nothing out. I printed out a copy of her bank statement. Make sure the account number is blacked out with magic marker or something so she doesn't start spending on stupid things.
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CORGIMOM, if the socialworkers don't like care you give your Mom, leave her in their waiting room and let them have a go.
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CORGIMOM Aug 2018
I LOVE it! I guarantee they would have her back on my doorstep in less than a day. It's so easy to go to someone's house and criticize what they are doing. They won't even disclose who filed the complaint.
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I understand. I am so, so, sorry. I felt this way at times, too, when caring for my Alzheimers MIL for six years in our home. She recently passed away & I’m glad now that I stuck it out. She got the most excellent care because we did hang in there. However, when I got burned out, we were able to hire more respite careworkers to help me. That is important - taking time to care for yourself and getting a little ‘time off’ occasionally. Luckily for me, my husband insisted on it as I tend to be overly self-sacrificial.
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Cattieangel Aug 2018
How did you arrange respite care?? Thru hospice? Or a care service?? Thinking it's time to get away before I'm completely burnt out.
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A cruise for caregivers would be fantastic. Now we just need to find someone to pay for our tickets! Seriously though, I got shingles a few months ago and now I have a cold, which I rarely get. My wife thinks it is because of stress. I am going to try to exercise more now and get plenty of sleep. I don't want all this to make me sick. I think our generation is paying a surprising price for improved medical care and longevity. Our parents' parent did not live this long. I love my parents, but I never expected my life would become like this. I don't want to be worn out once that are no longer here. I want to enjoy my life.
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anonymous444729 Aug 2018
You said it. Hit the nail on the head. My parents spent decades being super healthy. fanatically so., I think their bodies are now outliving their brains. If my mother was in her right mind she would not want to do this to me. She actually had no clue how long I had been caring for her. Its been 8 years. She guessed 1.
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If only I had the time. I have secretly wanted to get a storage unit and day by day move everything that I have into it in preparation for the day I get my life back. To get down to the point that I could load up those final things in under two hours and vanish into the wind. It's a wonderful idea but my small life is still filled with a disaster of things. I can take only the minimal of actions until this nightmare ends and each day I stare at my truck and wonder if I have enough money to even fill the tank with gas by the time this situation becomes a bad memory.
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I took care of my mom for 10 years. My wonderful husband helped me every step of the way. He was also ill with kidney disease. He got a kidney almost 3 years ago and was fine. He worked full time and did help me a lot with her. She had dementia and wasn't always easy, but she was my mom and I loved her. Like someone else stated, when I just had to have a week away we hired people and went, usually twice a year. It helps so much, as you are refreshed when you get home. Mom died a week ago after being in hospice in our house. He and I loved her and was so glad we had done this for her. We really do miss her.
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anonymous444729 Aug 2018
oh I am sorry to hear it was just a week ago. My condolences go out to you. You are fortunate to have such a great husband for support. Sounds like you did a great job. Right now we have home Hospice for my mother. Sure is hard!
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My heart goes out to you! I'm the only one my Dad has & being poa I have to deal with it all (like you!) & I wish I could walk away from it! I know it's hurting me physically and mentally & believe it will sooner or later effect my health! I also don't know what to do & no one to help me?? A real distressed son.
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Hickmalj Aug 2018
So sorry . I have very little help also. I’m having to make decisions for my mom and step dad . A lot of guilt . We do need to take care of ourselves . We are still young , some if us still have teens at home . I have big decisions coming up , praying all the time for guidance in making the right choices and I know I’ll always wonder if I have made the best choice . Keep talking to people , keep searching for resources , it’s not easy finding help but you may come across someone or something that can help get you some relief . Prayers for you and your family and for us all !
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Thank u. I agree they should be held accountable. I contacted state elder abuse and that was a waste of time. They said it was sibling rivalry and they don’t get in the middle. Anyone know best way to report elder financial abuse. Also looking for an attorney.
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I will never contact a lawyer only if you want to lose all your money
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Riverdale Aug 2018
I know that in my situation a lawyer who is knowledgeable with elder care issues was very helpful with financial issues regarding my mother and future decisions. That same lawyer recommended another lawyer who deals solely with elder care issues for my friend whose husband suffered a stroke which has altered their life completely. Without that guidance there were many decisions that would have been very confusing. If you are able to handle all legal affairs without legal counsel you are very fortunate and I hope your future continues positively.
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What a great forum, and some very helpful advice! Plus, just caring thoughts and comments are so beneficial to most of us in the caregiver role. I actually had a month while mom was in rehab, and instead of going to beach couple days like I really wanted, I ended up going to see her daily. I did what I felt was right but deep down I'm a little mad at myself for not just taking those couple days I needed so desperately!! And still do. Mom came home last Friday so going out of town now is impossible......I did learn a lesson. Which is take time for yourself when it's given to you.
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yes i think it would to but i feel Guilty for wanting to do it because then there’s no one here and no one understands the stress that we are under taking care of our folks my mother wants to say well I took care of you for the first 18 years I don’t understand that it’s different I’m constantly having to lie just to make her feel good she’s gonna drive me over the edge
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Hickmalj Aug 2018
Hang in there . I’ve had so many emotions the past several months . Guilt is a biggie. I have a 15 yr old at home , I’ve decided I’m gonna do what I can to get my folks safe and I want my daughter to know she’s number 1 to me . I’ll never get these last years back before she heads out on her on and I know I’ll regret it. My mom and I were never very close and she’s at a point now that she doesn’t think about anyone else’s life. I’m only in my early 50’s , I work in health care , I see these situations daily . I don’t want my health to suffer . I say prayers all day long looking for an answer I can find peace with . I wish I didn’t have to work and could stay with my mom but it’s not possible . I don’t think the guilt will ever go away .
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Hickmalj- My guilt has finally gone away. My mother's verbal abuse and temper tantrums (she's been like this all of my life...it's just gotten worse) put me in a place of releasing all guilt.
I will not be treated in this way. Like many others of us, I am only here for her to make sure she is safe...and that's it.
My communication is minimal and I've stopped the once a week visits because it was a nightmare every single time.
She now has PT coming in twice a week and as far as I am concerned, she is being taken care of. I am POA, I communicate with her Drs...have access to her financial info in case she needs help...But I will no longer be her punching bag. At 61 (me) enough is enough.
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SusanNeedsHelp Aug 2018
I totally understand where you are coming from. I've backed away from my father in the same way. I feel so much better...mostly...still have some guilt, but then I remember the horrible way he treats me..sometimes.. (Other times he is fine, but I can't deal with the yo yo rollercoaster). He always has treated me oddly and cruelly at times. He doesn't have dementia. Its always been this way.
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I truley feel your pain. I just said the same thing yesterday as my dad called me names and my mom accused me of ignoring her even tho I'm taking care of them every day and basically giving up my life and neglecting my husband and my needs. It's exhausting and somehow not fair to feel the frustration and guilt !! There just aren't good answers out there. But, as I have been realizing lately, we can't live for their wishes. We have to get help. As a caregiver for my 90 and 91 year old parents with dimentia and other health concerns, I'm making the transition to not let them tell me what to do anymore. Not letting them lay the guilt trip on me. I'm taking control. Looking into home assistance and lining up a Memory Care facility. Don't feel bad and beat yourself up for feeling that way!! You need help when you feel that overwhelmed. I know. Going thru it and realizing I can't do it all. Youncan Wish you peace!!!
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Nolapam Aug 2018
Take care of yourself or you are no good to anyone. So strong of you to set boundaries and hold firm. Hang in there, u will be ok and so will they when u take care of yourself and your marriage.
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Depression is turning out to a very difficult. It seems to come at me out of nowhere. A small comment or situation with my parents sets me off now. I also know I'm not very pleasant to be with, which is no fun for my wife. Telling myself to focus on making it step by step and exercising is helping, and I can't worry about how long this is going to last.
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Jumary;

I read through all the comments (and posted a few replies) - boy you really started something here!!! With all the people jumping on board, if ya'll remember this from Arlo Guthrie and Alice's Restaurant: "...And friends they may think it's a movement." In our case it will end with 'And that's what it is, the Alzheimer's Dementia Anti-Massacre Movement…' :-)

I did not glean a lot of information reading through everything about what it is you are doing for them. Clearly you are the designated POA. Are they living with you and your family, or you all with them? Are you providing daily care? It's hard to recommend anything without knowing this, but one thing I will say is being POA does NOT obligate you to provide hands-on care. You are their advocate, you can take over their financials, make many decisions for them, etc. If you have done this but they are criticizing what you do, then don't share any information with them about what you do. Take over what needs to be taken over and fluff them off. Change the subject. Check your watch and say OMG I'm late and skeedaddle! You should not have to really lie to your father - you can agree with whatever he says even if it is not true. This is known as 'therapeutic lies' or 'little white lies.' So long as it is not done to hurt anyone, do it. I know it is hard because I dislike lies of any kind, but I have learned to deal with it. You cannot argue with dementia - you will never win! Just go along with whatever he says and do what needs to be done without discussing it. For instance, our mother started asking to go to her mother's almost a year ago. At major holiday time, she queries what her mother is doing. Nana has been gone about 40 years! Rather than keep telling her that her mother is dead (we would have to repeat this all the time since her short term memory is gone!), we just go along, make excuses, defer visiting until another day. It is so sad, but you just have to go along with their "reality."

I took over mom's affairs well before we had to move her (mistakes paying bills, couldn't balance accounts, etc.) Two of us are POA, but I am the one who handles it all (her MC payments and issues, condo, pension, SS, accounts, trust, preparing condo for sale, contact for doctor, etc.) It sucks and takes way too much of my time, but someone has to do it. Now, if you are also having to provide hands-on care and/or living with them, that's a whole different game. If you've read most of the posts here, this can be a nightmare!! Of all who posted, I only noted one seemed truly happy and blessed to have cared for mom!! Certainly there are others, but it seems the larger percentage have issues caring for someone. Living together, if that is the case, should be stopped. If you are living in their home, move and get outside help for them. If they are living with you, explore any/all alternatives: find them an appropriate place and get them out.

If you are not living with them, do they need assistance with ADLs at this time? Do you provide that? If so, it is high time to find other resources for them. They may balk at aides coming to the home to help. Medicare sometimes will provide limited outside help, IF they agree to personal assistance, such as bathing. If they have limited income, Medicaid might provide help. If either was a veteran, there might be help from them, both assistance and financial.

Set your boundaries and limits and stick to them! Keep it to transport to appointments, picking up supplies and the like, but as for hands on, try to find an alternative. If they balk at anything you try to do, find alternatives - don't let them criticize you for what you try to do. If they refuse outside help, tell them they have to work better with you, accept outside assistance or they have to move to AL. ANY time they start criticizing or complaining, find the door and LEAVE!

Arrrrrgh, this character limit is soooo annoying.... TO BE CONTINUED
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Continuation for Jumary;

As for your depression, if limiting time you actually spend with them does not help, seek some outside counseling for yourself. It is hard to step away and not help, as you might feel guilt for not doing more. There is only so much a person can do, especially when any help is rejected or criticized. Sometimes just knowing and understanding how these conditions affect the person helps you to know it is not YOU who is the problem and that you cannot fix what is broken. Learn to tune some of this out - again, not easy because it can build up, but learning to distance yourself when you start to feel overwhelmed can help. By setting boundaries and only dealing with those things you CAN work on, it should alleviate some of the stress. If you are there to do something for them and they refuse or criticize, leave. Tell them you will be back when they are in a better mood.

Absolutely find time for yourself, doing things YOU like to do and spend quality time with your own wife and family. Excercise is good, but find time to do the things you have enjoyed doing prior to this changing your life! There is nothing in a POA document that says you have to sacrifice everything for the person/people you have agreed to be "responsible" for. If you have other family members, is it possible to enlist their help? Clearly this is an issue for many of us, so just make an effort and if it is rejected, do not belabor it and do not hang on to any ill will you feel about it. You cannot change your parents, other family members or acquaintances, so don't make yourself miserable trying!

Do come back and use this site to voice concerns, and solicit suggestions. There are so many who have gone through what you are going through, so you are not alone! Keep us updated on how things are going, tell us what alternatives you have tried and what worked. If something works for you, it might help someone else!

Something else I thought of and didn't post in the other message: If they live on their own and their bills, bank statements, etc still go to their home, contact all the places and have the address changed to your address. If possible, remove all bills, statements, checking accounts/checks, anything and everything you can get out! In my case I had my brother take mom out and "swept" the place clean because she kept digging out old stuff or got a bill for something that was overlooked (condo insurance only came once/year so I missed that one!) Some things did take a long time and a lot of effort (federal entities do not care what kind of POA you have, and so SS, IRS, VA and federal pension took a long time to deal with!) Once these things were gone (W2s would trigger her thinking someone died and left her money!! She was elated, but confused because "it doesn't say who died." Because it was my dad's pension, it said "Death Benefit", so she interpreted that as someone else dying and leaving her money!!!) The easiest (took two years for changing that pension to have me as rep, VA paperwork do over still pending) way to deal with it was to make all of it go away!!

Also, does either of them still drive? Do they have credit cards? These could lead to other issues, and should be dealt with, but that is for another post...
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Amen to that. I have often had a full tank of gas (Sirius XM) & my credit card....away I go, but seriously, I ONLY come back because I love my dogs & cats & they love me and APPRECIATE ME!! Maybe you need to find a reason to keep coming back? It is truly exhausting and many friends who are not care-givers have no understanding and therefore are of no help. Siblings? HAHAHAHAHAHA - oy, I think I peed. So again, for me, it's my pets that keep me coming home. Many times I sit in my car, do a little screaming, listen to Sirius XM (worth every penny since Valium does nothing anymore) and remember my furry babies who need me.

God bless you. Cry a little. Scream a lot. Don't hesitate, medicate! And remember, we here on this forum do understand so vent away when you need to.
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sidelined Aug 2018
I just had to reply to this, as your sense of humor and mine are very close!!! I totally get the part about your fur babies “appreciating you”.... mine do too, and honestly I chose them and respect them more than my FIL.... so I get it!
Talking about full tank, Xm radio, and sitting in your car.... I thought you might appreciate my sanity time story.... it goes something like this....
so I leave the house to go to a friends small birthday get together (which I have to force myself to get in the mood).... run by Walmart first and while there got a text that the party had been pushed out an hour and a half. It starts pouring down rain, and I just live around the corner, hell no i’m Not going back home to wait... so I buy a can of pringles, some pepperoni and cheese wraps, a box of wine, (did not want to buy another wine bottle opener), I’m not picky, LOL, grab a magazine. I stop in the in store McDonald’s for a cup, and out to the car I go.... now I know drinking and driving are a no no, but I have to admit it was a pleasant hour and half, sitting there eating, reading and drinking. Took a short nap, was fine, on to the party I went.... some may say desperate and sad.... I say resourceful and sanity saving if only for an evening....
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wow, by the length of a few of these posts some people have way more time on their hands than I do.
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disgustedtoo Aug 2018
For me, sometimes I do it over time, not all at once... but I can type fast too!
Retired, but have many things to do, mostly relating to managing everything for mom and prepping condo for sale! Not much of my own stuff gets done... there's always (hopefully) tomorrow...
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About an hour ago, mine just informed me that she received the letter from the DMV regarding her license. Even though it was discussed by the gerontologist, her primary care and myself...She didn't hear it and now she is most likely going ballistic. I am removed enough from her right now that I won't feel her wrath. And I am also learning to new coping mechanisms for when I have to deal with her. Every single day....I mean every single day, it's something new with her. I must be well armored. lol (Oh...I like to ask the heavens above to shield me as well. It works).
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LynninIowa Aug 2018
please get her behavior help , this does not have to be this way .. you are also very sensitive and the more depression you have from overload , the more help you must get for yourself . Praying for the BEST motivation which is God Himself moving in your life .
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My recommendation is to try to find a caregiver support group in your area. I participated in one for many years, as I was at the end of my rope trying to care for a mean and nasty sibling who was self- destructive. I was living in a nightmare until I was referred to a local caregiver support group and woke up . In the group, you will be with others who share your experiences, and you’ll learn better techniques for dealing with burnout. You will learn how to take care of yourself—and that you MUST do so. You’ll be able to vent all your deep feelings and frustrations in a very supportive atmosphere. These people will REALLY understand you—and you, them. And you’ll feel way less alone in this journey. It is hard to believe, but we actually laughed quite a lot in that group. Please give it a try. I made some lasting friends from that group. Many of those we cared for have since died, but we bonded and formed enduring relationships. For everyone who wrote, even though I’ve never met you, I’m in your corner, and here’s a supportive hug.
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SusanNeedsHelp Aug 2018
Hi. Do you know the best way to find a caretaker support group? I'd love to meet, in person, with others going through similar experiences...
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Regarding respite care...I learned from a friend that assisted living facilities offer respite care. My friend needed a break from caring for her mother—a stroke victim who had been living with my friend for many years. She told the mother that she was going to take a vacation and there was nobody to care for her at home, and the only option was assisted living. The mom went for a couple of weeks while my friend took a much needed break. The mom liked it there and a few months later, decided to move in full time. Respite care daily fee in assisted living is a bit more costly than the per day charge of a long term contract. But it offers a way out for the caregiver who is desperate for relief. This would be an appropriate contribution from those siblings who can’t seem to do anything else. Maybe they can cough up some money to give the caregiver a break.
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rovana Sep 2018
Great idea for siblings who say they want to help.
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This thought keeps coming to my mind, "I don't want to do this anymore." I guess that's when I'm not thinking I want to run away. It's not that I don't want to be there for my mother. It's that I don't want to have to constantly deal with the issues that come up because her assisted living facility is not what it should be as far as care goes. If I hadn't already paid the $2000 community fee, I think we would have been out of there by now. My mom has been there for two months.
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anonymous817805 Aug 2018
Well Sunnydayclouds, I just don't have any answers for you as I'm in the same situation. My father is 1,700 miles away, I / we don't have the money to get him to AZ, or to a different care center. I keep asking questions to the care center & to what is suppose to be the organization who will get me answers " with No Luck "? I'm at the edge of disaster, with no one to help. I wish you the best & if I can get an answer I'll surly let you know.
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