My 93 year old father-in-law lives with my husband and I and my own parents, ages 90 and 86, live in their own home with 24 hour care. I am literally loosing my mind. I feel so trapped. We have not had a day to ourselves in over 6 months. Even though my parents have live-in care, they still require hours of time each week to solve a host of complex problems. I can’t see an end and the stress is killing me. All I can think of is what if this continues for 5 or more years...they will probably out last my husband and I. Help! Not sure what to do.
As to the problem solving, perhaps you can set aside a specific amount of time in the morning to address problems, or in the evening after problems have occurred. Do so over dinner, or tea, or coffee, but in a relaxed environment to remove stress as a factor. Identify the solutions, then also designate specific time for them, as well as alternates to the plans.
This is one of the things that I think affects us all: things happen, schedules are changed, issues addressed, and plans collapse. Prioritization helps, as not everything is an emergency.
Start by listing the problems, complex and urgent to those that are less so. If you can have brief discussions on the issues, do so, and if you can get your parents to help identify solutions, that's even better. Finding a way for them to take part in the process of problem solving helps them stay involved as well as appreciate the efforts involved. Turn it from your problem solving to a joint one (I'm assuming your parents are still capable of participating in this?).
This isn't going to happen overnight though. Just start with a simple problem, discuss it, identify solutions and when and who can implement them. Then keep adding, as if you were an employer and you're identifying work plans for the week. Bring in the caregivers as appropriate; they're probably a part of the solution as well.
But do prioritize; don't take on everything at once. And do make quiet times a major part of the day; not all problems are priority, so take advantage of those that aren't.
My first suggestion is to figure out your own self-care. I would contact a socialworker or support group to figure out local resources and your self-care program. I meet with a socialworker every few weeks to talk about stressors and self care.
My next suggestion is to think through what are doable first steps to change your situation so that you can devote more time and energy to self care. (Ahhhhh, I think I will take my own advice here and do the same! :-)
My mom lives with me. She and I talk about her moving into care at some point soon. We talk about it as a way for her socialize with other people closer to her age and as a way for her to have more of a sense of independence. She doesn't like having to depend on me and my husband and it makes her feel like a burden.
We talk about how my home is her home too and that she will be visiting me for long weekends and occasionally for a week at a time. This is what works best for me because I need the break from caregiving but I also want to remain close to her.
My husband and I both are taking care of my mom. Its my primary responsibility and I dont have a job other than taking care of my mom. It's still borderline too much work.
Are you able to hire someone to help you care for your FIL? Who takes care of him primarily, you or your husband? If it is you, does that work for you? Personally, I would find it very difficult to care for my in-laws. I've decided I wont do this for anyone other than my mom. It's hard enough with her and we have a close relationship. Personally, I wouldn't advise that anyone takes care of their parents or in-laws unless they already have a close and respectful relationship. It's too hard otherwise.