Update on mom in assisted living. I had a hard time convincing my mom to go to assisted living. She was diagnosed with dementia 2 years ago and she couldn't stay alone anymore. I work, have a family she kept wanting them to leave. In March, she went to assisted living. I go twice a week and at first called her every night. I now only call three times a week because she is so negative I cannot take it anymore. When I go to do her hair, she constantly complains. She complains how I do her hair, about the place, about the people, about everything. She keeps asking me "could you live here?" Actually yes. It is brand new, wonderful people and great food. I worn out with the negativity. I have explained to her about her complaints, but she says I am "fussing" at her. Not true, just need some peace. Is it normal for a dementia patient be so negative? I do not want to go visit or call her. It would be so easy to just stop. I am an only child and feel obligated to help her. I feel so much better knowing she is safe and well cared for. She will not bathe or change her pajamas. She doesn't want to get her clothes on. She just wants to complain. She tells me she doesn't eat there, but they tell me different. Her memory isn;t so much the issue, it is her personality change, her inability to care for herself, and her reasoning skills are gone. Oh my, you cannot reason with her at all. When she truly believes something..well, she will say.."well, you are always right and want to argue with me." I want to walk away and enjoy my life without her in it, but I feel guilty for even thinking such a thing. Is all this normal?
Watching the primary grown up who supposedly had things all together during most of your life, turn into a petulant 3 year old is HARD.
Don't try to do more than you can. If you get over there once a month, fine. If you get over there more or less often, fine. You get to decide how this goes.
You get to decide everything - how long you stay, how much bad juju you get to put up with in a visit.
I never visit my mom without my husband. He's the good one and I'm the bad one. Wild horses and a million dollars couldn't get me to visit her alone. Maybe if you have a buddy you can take with you most of the time, it will help.
Sometimes my mom will be distracted if I bring her candy or a balloon. Sometimes she isn't distracted and could not care less. She's on a big fat dose of Prozac. One day at a time sweet Jesus, as they say.
It's a shame these things take so much strategizing just to get through. You're doing really well though, learning your way through this, and staying aware of your own needs. Hugs :)
Jazmine1: Good for you. I have read that it is normal to lose our keys, misplace items, and forget what we were doing. It is abnormal not to remember it later. I have to remind myself of that too. On the Today show the other day they discussed what was typical/atypical. The doctor on the show stated are brain has glitches just like our phone or computers. All of this is normal as we age. I am 46 but see it happening more. Maybe because I am dealing with my mom I see it more because I know what to look for. I am not worried at this point. I am working toward getting my life back and being happy and peaceful!!
Thank you all for your input. I look forward to reading!!
diagnoses is missed. As this may make all of us worry the next time we lose our keys we too are ailing, I know I lose mine all the time, yet,I have to hide most things away from her or she will find it and hide anything. I wish all uf us a big hug, and peace when we can achieve it.
Jeweltone, yikes, 69 mother being so negative! That's young. Maybe young enough to see a Naturopath and try some nutrition helpers, yoga or Tai Chi, or things that induce a happier mind. But I know if she isn't open to it, nothing will help. My mother, has NEVER enjoyed relaxing! She refuses to be with her deeper self and often uses the statement, "I need distractions."
Interesting, isn't it?
The good news is that if we build a deep record track of positive thoughts now no matter what comes to us, it will not be as awful as our elders experience. Pray for their shift in consciousness.
Frances54, I like your ploys! My mom also turns every thought into a woe is me as well. I admire your efforts.
I saw a 90 year old Indian mother of a friend of mine. She as visiting from India. She was so frail in ther white sari and held a bright red rose in her knarled hands.
She and I were with a group of devotees who were there to commemorate Paramahansa's visit to Newburyport in the 1920s. We each had a rose to toss in the ocean to remember this great master. The elderly woman turned to me and said softly, "Pray for peace. Peace for the world." That's the kind of elderly person I want to be.
knows enough to know something isn't right. Being that she is 69, I know we can go through this a long time. I am slowly trying to back away. I am an only child it makes it hard, but it seems some have sisters that won't even help. I believe I would get a caregiver to come in and help out. If there is any money to do this with, absolutely do it. You need a break! It is hard to take a break, believe me, but getting away is very necessary. I cannot imagine living with my mom all the time. I thought about it, but doctors talked me out of it. Smart move. My mom also is paranoid that we are always talking about her. So, yes, once again I feel guilty talking about it on here. But I know she doesn't know.