Mom was put into hospice about 10 days ago. She had fallen on December 20, went to the hospital with a brain bleed and fractured face, but managed to "recover" from all that in about 3 weeks (miraculously she did not break any bones like leg, arm, hip, etc.). Unfortunately, she was put on a feeding tube and hasn't been able to come off that yet due to some issues swallowing and just her overall weakness and sleepiness. The hospital released her to a rehab facility as they said she was stable medically, but after a week she ended up back in the hospital with pneumonia from the feeding tube. After a few days on antibiotics, the hospital released her back to rehab again, saying the pneumonia was under control. However, that week back in rehab she seemed to take a turn for the worst. She still wasn't progressing with therapy for the swallowing, and despite having her in a wheelchair and going to some activities once or twice, she still isn't able to do any kind of rehab to get her walking and moving again. Then she started vomiting and having diarhea, and shortly after that her stomach filled with an extreme amount of fluid from her liver disease. At this point we were told that she wasn't progressing in rehab and they had to kick her out. Also, the doctors said there wasn't any more they could do for her, and due to her liver disease, they won't do any type of procedures on her, including tapping her stomach to relieve the fluid. We were told hospice was the best option, so that is what we did. She was moved to a boarding care facility for hospice patients, is on oxygen and morphine every 3 hours, but is still in extreme pain. She is also still on the feeding tube, which she keeps trying to pull out. I live 3000 miles away so my brother is dealing with all of this on a daily basis, but he is heartbroken seeing her like this and is so frustrated that she just seems to be hanging in "limbo." We have the DNR, living will...all that stuff in place. We've been told that it won't be long before she passes, but in the mean time, he can't stand seeing her in pain like this. She is still aware of what is going on, but when she is awake for even just a few minutes she just cries in pain. What can we do to help her? I keep praying that her time will coming sooner rather than later, but that doesn't seem to be working.
For me it was a relief. Mom had declines steadily for 3 years. At 89 she looked so old and frail. She aged drastically in those 3 yrs and out of 3 children I saw it daily. Mom would not wanted to live that way. So my memories are those last 3 years. Trying to remember the good ones. Recently started back to Church and had to change pews because Mom wasn't sitting beside me. We sat in the same pew, same place for years.
Some Churches and Senior Centers have grief meetings.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Be blessed & know you guys did all you could do in this difficult situation.
First it was DNR next time a full code . Now she is back to a DNR. Could your mother have changed her mind at some point? Cant your brother have teh feeding tube removed?
The aim of hospice is to reduce all negatives and increase all positives as far as possible. I know your brother must be overwhelmed, and I know you'll hate to think of giving him more to do, but it seems like somebody needs to be made to stand still in the room with him and pay attention to the details of your mother's care. Anything that doesn't need to done to her should be taken off her burden. Anything that can be done to relieve her symptoms should be done. Is he the speaking-up type?
I am so, so sorry that you're all going through this. I hope he'll be able to get somebody in there quick to do an overall review and make your mother more comfortable. Poor lady.
So sorry y’all are going through this. It’s awful sitting there watching your loved one slowly pass away.
I'm so sorry your Mother is hurting so bad.
My Mother suffered with alot of pain too.To control her pain,she was on liquid Morphine and a 75mcg/h Fentanyl patch which really helped her.Maybe this would help your Mother too.It's a patch you change every 72 hours and hopefully her body would absorb it.You could ask her nurse or Primary doctor what they think.
One day,God will take her in His perfect timing,but I know that in the meantime,it is so hard to watch your dear Mother decline.She is lucky to have you and your brother and the good care she is receiving from you two.
I hope you find something that helps your Mother and soon.
Take good care~Lu