I am in a place where I have reached depression mode. I've watched my mother go from teaching, walking, traveling, singing in the choir to having a stroke, to attempting to recover to having seizures that took her down badly. She is now in Hospice care and in her last stages of life. My mother has been my rock. She adopted me at age 2 and has been my bestfriend ever since. I lost my biological mother this year on my birthday (Feb 12). To lose both my mothers in 1 year right behind each other has taken me to a new level of depression. My doctor has me on anxiety meds and at this point I'm just fed up with what life is dealing me. I just don't know what to do.
One of the things I would have given anything for was to have read the book titled
The Five Invitations by Frank Ostaseski. I do not understand why we are not told the things in this book. It would have made my time with my mother so very different in only positive ways & would have imensely helped me not have the powerless feelings I had.
Blessings
One foot in front of the other - you can get through this, though I understand that that seems very difficult right now.