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I feel horrible even asking this question because there's a part of me that thinks, "Well, what if they ARE that helpless, and its just your burnout mindset thinking they aren't?" That would make me cruel. In my case, my dad has been acting helpless for decades, the majority of my life really. He thinks he has gotten "so much worse" but from my perspective, he has stayed the same because he always acted that way.


If you read my previous post, I spoke about how my dad threatens to go into a nursing home whenever I establish boundaries. He threatened it again yesterday, and I took ya'lls advice and said "Ok, if you believe in your heart of hearts that you want to go into a nursing home, then go. I refuse to feel guilty for that."


It's so frustrating because I feel like I have taken on the parental role for my dad for years. He acts like a child now, because he has gotten used to me doing everything. I remember my mother raging before she left us because she was burnt out too, and I feel like I have taken her place. Most daughters in their 20s would have left by now, they would be too busy with their own lives to even worry about their elderly parent. They would maybe show up once a month to check on them or call them. I feel like that's the healthy thing to do.


Instead, I do everything for him, from cooking to cleaning to finances. I have zero support myself. I keep thinking, wow must be nice being able to call on someone whenever you want them to do something for you because I've never had anyone like that in my life. I do believe he acts more helpless than he really is. If I didn't exist or if I wasn't here, he would have to act like a fully functioning adult in order to survive. As long as I'm here, he doesn't have to.


How do you navigate this situation?

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When he says this about the NH, my answer to him would be “Don’t threaten me with my freedom!”
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Stop in your local senior center and pick up a selection of AL and SNC brochures. Next time your dad makes that threat hand them to him and walk away. Just walk away without saying anything.

If he does it again pick one and make a call for an appointment to have someone come to the house for a fitness assessment. They’ll them your dad wants to move and you are helping him make that move. I would start with AL unless your dad is physically needing SNC.

Let a know what happens!
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Only you can answer your question because you have chosen to do what you do. You have simply followed your mother and taken over from her. Now it has become too much - things do as we get older or do them for longer - move out, get a job and start your own life, you don't have to live his forever even if it seems the norm in your household. He doesn't sound incapable but if he wants to be waited on then some form of assisted living or NH sounds like the best place for him. I am not sure how old you are as you talk about people in the 20's as though you fit in this age group which would usually put you father in his 50s or around that, if he thinks a nursing home would suit him then let him get on with it, not sure how he thinks its going to be paid for but that's his problem, if you are in your 20s 30s 40s 50s you can make your own life, develop a career and get back to normality because you don't sound to be living it at the moment.
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You are a caring responsible daughter who is being used, unfortunately. It is a hard one to get out of too, all your life you have been educated into this role by a manuipulative parent. Identifying this and knowing that none of it is of your own making, is a very good start.
Now you can make a list of options with pros and cons. Decide what you are going to do and put the things in place to make it possible. Give yourself a realistic timescale.
It really helps to form a plan and work towards a better place. It will benefit both of you. You might be surprised how your father behaves when someone else replaces some of your duties.He may kick against the change initially but adjust when he realises his needs are still being met!
Change is in your hands. It is not just about coping. You don't have to suffer as much as you think you do, as much as you have been expected to!
Therapy is a good idea too. If you can't move forward go for it now. Otherwise afterwards, when you are working purely on yourself and your father is happily being looked after by someone else.
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* You decide what you want and will do and then you set limits / boundaries.
* You let your dad decide what he wants to do, based on the limits / boundaries you set.
* You and your dad are relating based on how you - and he - have interacted over decades old. We all grow up with messaging (you're not okay... needing/wanting parental approval and support that never happens... it all has to do with how a person feels about their self and how they believe another is responsible for them / their feelings "You did this to me" "How can you MAKE ME feel this way (you aren't, they are) ... how you responds depends on how you feel about yourself, and initially how you were taught to feel about yourself.
- Your dad has been manipulating you to believe you need to do or be as he needs and wants. Only you can now say "NO" and learn to develop / love yourself through moment by moment decisions which support self-confidence and build on themselves.
- Your dad may be better off in a nursing home or senior retirement community with levels of care.
- As you say "As long as I'm here, he doesn't have to." That is right. He won't change unless or until you do.
* You need to re-evaluate how you equates your behavior as YOU being 'cruel' - the opposite is true in several ways. You could look at it as he 'being cruel' expecting you to do for him . . .

You navigate -
In my view, looking at how you consider yourself being cruel if . . . and reframing your thoughts about your behavior, BASED on you starting to feel / realize that you deserve more, deserve to have your own life / space / time / enjoyment.
You navigate by -
Developing self-compassion and self-love. A step at a time.
You navigate by -
Expecting to be appreciated for what you do and 'do' based on how you are being treated; and even if treated WELL, you need time off for you - a day a week? two days? two hours. You need to do this for your well-being, and sanity, or equanimity.
You navigate by -
Telling your dad that you would be HAPPY to go with him to look at nursing homes or senior community living. Ask him if he would like you to make some appointments to look at facilities.
When you do this - he will be shocked and perhaps quiet. He won't know what got into you to assert yourself like this.
The possible outcomes:
- He'll stop threatening to go to a nursing home (as this doesn't work anymore).
- He may be kinder to you, as he is respecting you more, as you are respecting you more;
- He may apologize to you (or get mad perhaps)
- He might decide to go to a senior community.

I wish you the best and let us know how you are doing.
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I found out that sometimes you have to see what they are actually capable of doing and set boundaries if they start bothering you all the time without reason.
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SO much great advice here that I almost didn't post a response but if it can help you or anyone that reads this, then...

I, too, care for a narcissist - for 7 years now. I had to get 3 principles of caregiving straight in my mind to turn it around:

1. My Loved One (LO) made all of the decisions that brought them to this place in life. I did not make those decisions for them. I am not responsible for the outcome. INCLUDING: emotional health, level of physical fitness/nutrition, financial well being - all of it.

2. My life and entire well-being matters as much as my LO's.

3. The entire situation had to be mutually beneficial.

These 3 principles have guided every decision I have made along the way to balance the situation out. Actions I took included:

1. Research: . I researched all of the laws for our state regarding financial and legal matters.

2. Securing legal documentation. I went on LegalZoom ($295 total). Their website walks you through completing: Advanced Directive (although you can get this for free online or at any hospital), Will, and DPOA (durable = medical and financial). I hired a mobile notary and had friends come and witness as we signed.

3. Legal counsel: I consulted with an Elder Law Attorney ($400 total although I think some offer the consultation for free, check around). I wanted to make sure I hadn't left anything out. If there was more that I couldn't do, I was prepared to hire them to do that task. It turned out that I was right on track and did not need to hire them. The $295 I had spent with LegalZoom saved me from having to spend $5-10,000 with that attorney.

4. Finances: I applied for resources that were available that my LO had not, along with becoming the Fiduciary for VA Aid and Attendance and Rep Payee for SS.

5. I made sure that every entity that I would have to deal with in the future had a copy of the DPOA: bank, hospital, doctors, caregiving companies, etc.

6. I made sure my name was on everything that my LO had, including refinancing the house in my name, with both of our names on the title (avoids spend down issues and our LOs are allowed to have a house; also so I didn't lose my house when my LO passed).

Then, one day my LO had a severe fall. Hospital, rehab, then to an Assisted Living Facility (ALF) to recover - an 18 month fiasco. I took this opportunity to gain control over that narcissism.

I wrote my LO a letter (contract really) stating that we both deserved to live in a peaceful home and be treated with respect. I listed the specifics of my concerns and the conditions that needed to be met in order for my LO to return home, in order for me to continue as Caregiver. The alternative at that time was to stay in the ALF, or if I was disrespected at home, have a state guardian take over when I moved out. I had already contacted said state guardian and have it ready for them to take over. I made it clear that I was prepared to take action to protect myself and my peace - it was not negotiable.

That was 3 years ago and my LO has only miss-stepped 2 minor times since then. One quick and very firm reminder puts my LO back on track, and I do an annual review of our contract. I thank my LO for their obvious effort working with me to create a peaceful and respectful home. We are doing great.

This later stage that includes dementia is definitely not as cut and dry. Dementia is progressive over time but isn't present every moment so it is tricky to know when I need to step back or step in. I remind myself that it is best for my LO to do as much as possible for themselves or it deteriorates their sense of control, independence, and physical ability. I have learned to give myself grace. I am a hero. We, those that have laid their lives down for another human being to gracefully exit this life, are heroes.

Set boundaries along with well-thought out and prearranged consequences that escalate in frequency or severity if they are not respected. Guard them firmly.

Peace and hugs
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Summer,
Profile says " age related decline, alzheimers/dementia, ...." Is that your assessment or has your dad been diagnosed with cognitive disabilities by his dr? If by dr, how far along/what stage? I ask because from your post it seems like he's more with it than not. An official medical diagnosis would affect my response and advice.

So, assuming it's normal age decline by your personal assessment and that your dad is really more capable all around, here's my input from experience with my mom in a very similar situ that ended up with her living with us for the past two years:

Rule one. It's never too late to establish new boundaries. You'll have to rely on your edu knowledge of basic psychology. If you haven't studied any in high school or after, research behavior modification, Pavlov, Watson, Skinner, Freud, etc. Here's a link to get started. https://www.betterhelp.com/advice/behavior/4-behavioral-theorists-that-made-their-mark-on-psychology/

First action: stop hopping. Make him wait. As long as LOs are safe, I believe in putting them off 5 minutes or more - "in a minute", "when I finish what I'm doing", "tomorrow", or just a gentle but plain "No" or no verbal response at all. My mom, God bless her, is spoiled and can act like a helpless child, but I've made her wait out her demands and covertly observed that if waiting long enough, she'll do it herself or move on from her self proclaimed "emergency." Fortitude from guilt, perseverance and consistency on your part is required. This is where I agree with other posters: You need therapy assistance for yourself to break this yoke of slavery. I, too, grew up as a trained little adult to cater to my Mom's emotional needs, way before any illness or physical handicap materialized. Your situ is more complicated than mine was, but I understand your feelings of guilt, doubt and responsibility. You can only change yourself, but by changing your responses to specific people, you will change the way they treat you. It's not easy and it can be draining, but you can do it because you actually are in control. You have the power.

Rule two: Out of sight, eventually out of mind!
Get out. You co- own the home, so I'm not advocating that you abandon your dad or the house. I am advising you to get off-site, eventually, on a DAILY basis. Whether it's to work for a few hours at Starbucks or a friend's house, go to the park, or just sit outside on the porch and have your own time. Very important that you manufacture this self time daily and then have certain nights every week that you are out with an "appointment." How far away and for how long will depend upon how much time your dad can be left alone safely. Get some help if you can. Sitters - one his dime.

Rule Three: Limit access to technology, esp. financial transactions and annoying news (that makes my mom anxious and contentious). Mom has TV, but it's not connected to normal TV. It's a Firestick. She can watch Netflix, YouTube, etc. at will. We've had to watch our bill (put alerts on it to your cell) because now and then she manages to order a show or accidentally subscribe to a channel. We immediately cancel subscriptions but eat the $3 charges here and there. Disable the internet connection on his computer if that's a problem while you're not there. "Misplace" the cell phone for a while if you must.

Rule four: Limit outside info. YOU get the mail first and screen it. Throw away all solicitations, catalogs, and anything that would rile up your dad or cause him to write a check he doesn't need to be writing. I'm livid how much junk mail preys on the elderly. Make sure to give him the good mail. I do give Mom her AARP mags, but remove the solicitation cards and sometimes tear out b.s. advertisements that just beg money from old people.

I hope this helps. I also hope you have Durable POA and POAHC for your dad. If not, get them executed asap.
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ievolvetoo Sep 2021
Amazing, well written advice.

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Going to a Nursing Home is a threat? Let him go!

With his medical conditions it's where he needs to be.

Move out and retake control of your life.
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Setting boundaries didn't help me much and here's why..... LO would request help with a mundane task - a task which I fully believed she could do independently (even though it might take her away from the TV for a while). I would refuse to perform the task and point out that either LO could/should do it herself, or perhaps the task can wait. Suddenly, the task became urgent. And, LO's perceived necessity of having ME do the task also became urgent. I would then be faced with the same task, but NOW having to convince LO that it's not urgent... and also that she's capable of doing it herself. This rapidly wore me out, but I held firm. Then, the next step would be that LO would tell me "I hope I don't fall" while completing said task. Now, LO has had multiple falls up to this time. I, of course, don't want to see another one and feel the regret/remorse at having not just completed the mundane task myself. Also, it's not outside the realm for LO to "experience" some other sort of ache/pain/scare while performing the mundane task (doesn't always have to be as dramatic as a fall) which also reinforced my belief that it's easier, less time-consuming, and safer to just do it myself. My limits were not respected and the bar kept getting raised higher and higher. I was being controlled with the fear of her falling and the "poor me" mentality in general. I was angry and stressed. I was being badmouthed behind my back that I wasn't helping her more because she could fall if she didn't get more help. Eventually, a fall is what landed her in the NH permanently. I wasn't even there when it happened & ironically it was a task that she legitimately should not have been attempting herself... but she decided to do so anyway. A sad end to a difficult situation, but my hands-on caregiving journey with that particular person was not sustainable. Some situations just don't work and it's OK to acknowledge that.
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Arp1754 Sep 2021
Wow I had that same situation and that is why I left the situation. She used to tell family that it was my fault if I did not do what she wanted right away because she will get up and do it herself and fall. It was a guilt trip she used against me and to use to get the family to attack me. It wasn’t that I refused to do what she asked. I was working and I would come home and she would ask me do this and keep on asking more stuff and add to the list. I would finally said this will have to continue later because I am tired after an hour or two but they would tell me no excuse. She would pretend that she was less capable. I caught her in her lies. For example, she would get up with no struggle or annoying sounds she would make usually if someone made her mad enough and take herself to bed. That shows she can do it. Forbid anyone call her out on her bs. The ems said that they would have to take her to the hospital if she could not get up in her own. She was afraid of the hospitals because of Corona so she got up real quick and took herself to bed. The next day she kept on pushing herself down and say that I pushed her. I had enough so I left her and told my judgemental family to care for her if they thought I wasn’t doing enough and should do more. They begged me to come back because grandma was so hard for them and they were all doing it together but expected me to do it all by myself and go back to doing it by myself.
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I don't know that home health will really improve things. It could entail more headaches and management on your part, including the possibility that your father won't be willing to work with them--more insistence that you do everything for your father. There's dealing with the agency, paying for it, not to mention what happens when the aide doesn't show up when a respite activity was planned. 

If you haven't already, start working with a therapist to get help breaking out of this destructive family dynamic. Find an elder law attorney to deal with the financial entanglement with your father that is fair to both of you in the eyes of the law. It won't necessarily be in his eyes. Chances are he won't be pleased with anything you do. Find a good assisted living facility where he'll have a nice apartment of his own but can have meals provided and be checked in on. For what it's worth my ex-husband's grandfather lived with his family when he was growing up and made his daughter do everything--even pureeing his food. She died when my ex-husband was 16. Grandpa went to live in his own apartment in a senior housing complex. Funny thing, he figured out how to cook for himself, and liked all the attention from the women who lived there. Your father could live another 20 years. Think about how you want to spend that time and take action. It's going to take a lot of fortitude to deal with his anger and arguments but it will be worth it. Role playing with the therapist to figure out and practice how to come out ahead in a dialog, then action, could be very helpful. Good luck!
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Yikes .. sound like me. So here is my comment-
I told my mother, “all my sisters believe she should be in a nursing home. Please don’t prove me wrong, do I need to put you in a nursing home?” And guess what her helpless crazy behavior suddenly stopped.
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Arp1754 Sep 2021
That did help a couple times in the beginning. The beginning was so hard. Only one hour of sleep at night. She was doing these things on purpose so my mom told her to behave or she would go to a nursing home. I was able to get straight sleep and she was able to magically take herself to the restroom on her own. I don’t know why my mom wants to use that for herself. She said it seems like it’s a game of chicken but I would think that grandma would feel like her daughter have the upper hand knowing I did leave when she went too far
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SummerRaya: Your profile states that your father has Alzheimer's. Depending on how advanced his disease is, he IS going to require help. Prayers sent.
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Given your descriptions, in the profile and responses, the question arises on if you have legal documents drawn up for him? Will, POAs, medical wishes, etc. If not, these need to be done ASAP. If you wait too long, it will require guardianship, which takes time and can be expensive. Elder Law isn't cheap either, but well worth it. Additionally, if you are handling his finances, aka SS, then you need to apply to be Rep Payee. This is per SS rules (no one is legally allowed to "manage" another person's SS.) This would also eliminate him potentially spending his income on something unnecessary and leaving you short.** (see my comment below)

Curious - what was his response after his last threat to move to a NH and you said okay then, go?

The legal issues also pertain to his share in the house/mortgage. If he were to go to a NH, I doubt his SS would be sufficient. Medicaid can be applied for, but acceptance would be based on his income, and often the limits are so low many can't qualify. He may also have to require NH care - not everyone qualifies for NHs! Often the home can remain as is if he were to move to NH and get on Medicaid, but eventually that could become an issue AND you would have to cover the whole mortgage payment. It might be best to try to extricate him from the deed and mortgage - the Elder Law consult could guide you on how to deal with that. If it requires his income to pay the mortgage, the attorney could set up some kind of rental agreement, so his funds could help while he still resides there, otherwise, consider selling it and moving to a smaller place you can afford on your own or a rental place until you can afford to buy something in the future. If sold, the attorney can help with dividing the net and help you set up a trust fund for him with his share. This can be used to cover the cost of a facility for a while, if he doesn't qualify initially for Medicaid.

Meanwhile, is it possible to limit or eliminate his computer access? That can be such a dangerous place for someone who's mental capacity is diminished. If he has any credit cards, can you make them "disappear"? If he *needs* a card, get a refillable debit card and keep the limit low. As for the phone (assumption is landline), can you forward all calls to a cell phone that only you have access to? Some providers offer ways to block incoming calls - certainly he/you should be able to make calls for emergencies, etc.

Cooking should only be one meal/day, likely the evening meal. He should be able to get his own breakfast and lunch. How much cleaning is needed? Does he make a mess of things? Soil his clothes? Or is it manageable if you can eliminate other duties?

Back off with as much as possible. It might be best to do it in stages, like be too busy to cook breakfast, have to work, then extend that to lunch. Set up space for work in an area that you can lock yourself into, so he has to fend for himself while you are working. You might want some cameras to watch him while you work, to ensure he isn't getting into mischief!


** IF he paying you for his share of the mortgage, no need to rush for the Rep Payee. However, given you mention Alz/dementia, it might be best to get that out of the way now, then no worries about him wasting income. It requires setting up a special Rep Payee account, which only has the SS payments/debits and only you can access. They do require yearly reporting, but this is done through your own SS account and isn't difficult. Most of his income would fall under housing and food. If this is the case, SS will question it by letter (I went through all that and can provide more regarding that if you need it. Really all I had to do was confirm, but I gave DETAILS, yet every year, same queries. Just an annoyance - the last one I suggested they make NOTES in her file so they don't need to waste precious SS money asking every time! Her SS covered a pittance of MC!)
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Toomush Nov 2021
Note: NH Care greatly exceeds SS, in every case. Medicare will, sort of, pay for a short while. After that, the patient becomes a ward of the state, and all their property, with some small exceptions, becomes forfeit to the facility, prior to or upon their demise.
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I know when my mom is faking it
sometimes I let her get away with it but realize Im not doing either one of us any favors for doing things for her all the time. She is fully capable and I do not let her manipulate me
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SummerRaya: Imho, if he threatened to go into an NH, there is your answer.
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You say, "Dad, I'm glad you've been arranging a nursing home for yourself. I'm moving out on [insert date here -- no more than two months out], and I'm glad you'll be safe."

Then do it.

Don't let the holidays get in the way, don't let his lack of moving on the issue get in the way -- just go. Notify his doctor, the local Aging Department of his town, and go.

Do not feel guilty. Your job is to make sure he's safe, not to cater to him. Arrange for people to assist him with being safe, then move on with your life. Get a whole mess o' therapy, too, so you don't end up with your father's twin as a mate.
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I am in a very similar situation with my grandmother. My grandmother is 80 years old and while she doesn’t get around like she used to she definitely acts as though she’s way more helpless than what she really is. She has hammertoes and she had bunions many years ago for which she had surgery. The hammertoes are pretty much the same as they’ve always been but she exaggerates the condition way beyond what it truly is. My father in laws sister is the same age & has the same hammertoes & not once have I ever heard a peep about it from her. She also talks about needing a wheelchair for this and I have taken her to the foot doctor and primary care and both have told her that she’s nowhere near needing a wheelchair and both have told her to stop being so dramatic, not just about this but other things as well. She also boasts about how she used to have a business and she’s was so smart & successful and took care of everyone and everything but at the same time seems so childish and will come to me with the smallest & most simple of tasks claiming she needs assistance and playing dumb. So many times I have wanted to ask her how She was ever a successful business woman But can’t fill out a survey from a hospital visit Without needing me to be right by her side reading it and answering the questions for her. Everyday she has a big pile of papers & a list of every little thing that needs her attention & wants me to sit there with her & do them all for her, MOST if not all of these things she is more than capable of handling! (Things as menial as calling a dr office to give them her new ins policy number, yes seriously!) But I find it most insulting when she makes comments about how I do everything for everyone (including my 14 yr old daughter!!!) & that I assume much more responsibility for them than I should! She’s not referring to my friends, she’s talking about My husband, my minor child & my other 2 kids in college. Of course she is blind to her own demands! I realize now that she does this for the attention. I also realize she’s more than likely a narcissist . I try to assert boundaries but it gets to be draining & exhausting. I feel your frustration completely!
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It really doesn’t matter what degree of helpless your dad may or may not be. He has zero incentive to do anything since you’re doing it all. Dad isn’t likely to change, but the real power is with you. Why won’t you change the situation?
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Time to smash his chains of slavery and walk away.

A man or woman only has as much power over you as you are willing to give them. Joseph Anthony a son of Jehovah

My mom tells everybody she would love to go into a seniors home but cannot because she has to take care of me.

My reply is that Jesus has, is and always will take better care of me than she ever has.

If she wants to go into a seniors home, please do me a favour and go. Everybody laughs at her. She does not speak to me for a week ( which is a blessing to me and it driver her nuts because she see's it does not hurt me). She is terrified of going into a seniors home because they will not tolerate her nonsense.

The most vile creature is the manipulator. Joseph Anthony a son of Jehovah
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I was in your shoes. My Dad also always acted helpless around me and I witnessed him being different around someone else. It's beyond frustrating because in your heart you want to help, you don't want him to feel "abandoned" and what if.....? For those who say "you are enabling him" I respectfully disagree and say that until you get into that situation, you simply do not fully understand. It's like an abusive relationship, they don't start out beating you half to death, it all starts slowly and builds. This is the same type of slow burn. And since we all become more dependent as we age, it's truly difficult to know when it's a true need or their anxiety/fear/ control in play. I wish I had advice on how to extract yourself from this, in my situation there simply was no one else who would help. I actually had my brother laugh as he said a nurse told him I had caregiver burnout. There is nothing funny about it. I was losing my own will to live. My Dad ended up suffering a mild stroke and then he began falling more and more so I couldn't do it any more, especially since I work full-time as well and am single. Not only was I physically and mentally unable to continue, this was not a safe situation for him, what if he fell and hurt himself while I was at work? Yet, I felt horrible, like a failure, like a terrible daughter.....all the guilt. I had him placed in a nursing home and the very next day was lockdown from covid. I quickly discovered that place was hell on earth but had no way to move him at that time because no facilities were taking new residents. My guilt was almost unbearable. Once things started opening up, and after months of trying, I finally had him moved into a better facility. He is calmer, I have so much less stress, and now I visit once a week and we both enjoy each other's company. Dad just turned 87 this week, and I feel so blessed to still have him with us, to have this opportunity to just be his daughter again. My only suggestion can be to realize it's ok to think of yourself and your health - body and mind, to not place so much guilt on yourself, and do what is best for both of you. If you get to that dark place I was heading into, you won't be able to help him at all. I wish you peace and joy, and to realize you are not alone. You are supported here whatever you choose to do. I wish you both the best.
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SummerRaya Oct 2021
Thank you for understanding. I agree, its not easy to just walk away from an elderly parent. I cant just sell my house and move into a smaller apartment and ship him off to a nursing home. I just moved into this house and dont have the finances to make major changes again so rapidly. I also dont want to lose my house, this was an investment. I am on here to vent my frustrations, mostly. I know this will probably go on for another few years, and then I can more seriously consider putting him in a nursing home. For now, he is still mentally aware of everything and functions without hands-on help. For example, he still showers and gets up off the couch and is able to get his own medications. I do the housework, cooking, finances, etc. but those are things I'd be doing anyway if I lived alone. I'm just burnt out because I've been in this role since I was 15 and it slowly gets worse. I'm just waiting for another inevitable medical emergency, and then I will have to make decisions accordingly. I dont want kids (sadly, been too burnt out for awhile now, I dont want the rest of my life to be taking care of people, even if that sounds untraditional or selfish. I'm tired). So I figure this is my last rodeo in taking care of someone and I'm sure it wont last forever.
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He is responsible for his behavior. You may have reinforced it, and now you should stop. Some people just take advantage of others; it isn't personal. However, you better start setting boundaries with him. It will be good practice for other relationships, which you need time to develop. I would bring him information on nursing homes, myself.
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You have created a situation where you meet all your dad's needs without any time off and any help. Start by adding people to create a supportive care team, those who are willing and able to help take some of those tasks off your "overflowing plate". Ask for help from: family, friends, members of faith community, and/or paid help. You need enough helpers so your needs are met: sleep7-9 hours every day, 3 healthy meals at a reasonable pace, "time off" for your health and hygiene needs, and "time off" daily and weekly for social and relaxation needs.

If you can't find enough people so you can meet your own needs - then it is time to resettle your dad into assisted living facility or memory care facility.
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As long as you enable him to use you and make you feel guilty, he will control you and you will be unhappy and miserable. I don't care who they are or why they do what they do, if it impacts YOUR LIFE, YOU HAVE TO BE VERY STRONG AND LAY DOWN THE LAWS AND SET BOUNDARIES AT ONCE. If they do not abide and cooperate, then you must think of placing them - but you DO NOT GIVE IN TO THEM. You look after yourself.
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bundleofjoy Sep 2021
yes!

unfortunately, some parents aren’t thinking about the well-being of the child who is helping.
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Finstead thing, you can't really be sure if he's acting or not.
You could install a few cameras and watch what he can do comfortably when you're not there.

You need a life yourself so, make sure you go out a couple times a week rather it's to lunch, massage, manicure.

You might inlist in a little help once or twice a week too.
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I know this situation all to well. Secretly I felt that way a little bit from time to time with a senior parent. But I kept on because I wanted to honor her.
However, I did set boundaries and it worked for us. I had it in my mind not to be an enabler to anyone. Tough love is difficult but in order to keep your health in check, you must continue to set boundaries and adhere to them.
If he is able and is not in any danger, let him do what he can do. Start to make more plans and inform him that you have them so that he needs to follow through with that particular need himself.

It is tough but as you have more time for yourself, your outlook will be different and you will be refreshed. Do not accept the guilt and press on.
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shuffle Sep 2021
My whole life I have honored/respected my parents.

I cared for them for a year, they moved out 2 days ago.

In that year I did everything to honor them, I too had to set boundaries, I too did not enable them, and continued to be helpful and caring.
I did the best for them. Yet they did not treat me like loving parents, but I treated them like a loving daughter.
It did not work for me, no matter what I did.
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Unfortunately you have allowed your dad to depend on you for everything. It may be hard to re-establish boundaries especially since he's older now & of questionable mental status. Go with him to his next doctor's appointment & have the doctor evaluate him for dementia. Follow that visit with firm boundaries based on his ability to perform tasks. If he's unable to wash himself give him a list of caregivers that he can choose from himself. If he's unable to choose because of dementia, use his resources to hire them. If he doesn't have the resources reach out to his doctor or senior aging group near him to obtain the resources that he needs. If he needs Medicaid, apply. If you are able have him appoint someone legally as POA & MPOA, & have him get an Advance Directive. You should not neglect yourself, but assist him as much as you want. That may sound harsh but you can't lose yourself or feel guilty for the way you feel. Good luck!
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Llamalover47 Sep 2021
ToniFromRVA: The OP's profile states that her father DOES have dementia/Alzheimer's.
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You are too young to put your life on hold and need to take a step back like I did my mum was draining the life out of me and it was a daily constant I need this and I need that I have now got osteoarthritis still work full time and have told her instead of wanting daily things I will shop online for her once a week and that’s what I do believe me they accept it so I suggest you do the same and think of yourself or you will be burnt out x
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You are enabling his behavior. Sounds like your father is demanding and controlling. Your mom created a “monster” by availing herself to his beck and call. Now, you feel responsible for caring for a older, spoiled “man/child.” His selfish behavior will continue…your Dad is more than happy to reap the benefits of your martyrdom. You are so young. Get out of this toxic set-up. Even if your new abode is not as large or fancy as your current residence, you can have a social life, some sanity, and some peace. No loving parent expects or wants to become a burden to their children. Obvious your father is very narcissist. He puts his needs above yours. Get out, get our, get out before it is too late, before you completely buckle under because of his toxic, behavior. The Bible states we”should honor your mother and your father.” It does not state that we are to relinquish or enslave ourselves to our parents. Talking to a therapist may give you some insight into why you feel compelled to comply with your father’s emotional manipulation. Good luck.
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shuffle Sep 2021
you hit the nail on the head here with everything you have said, it sounds like you are talking about my situation. I had both parents living with me. I cared for them for a year. They have moved out 2 days ago and are now living closer to other family members, who will be tending to their unreasonable demands.
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What are the compelling reasons due to which you are putting up with all this? Try to answer this (if needed with help). It is important in the long term to have clarity around obligations to parents and the cost (emotional, physical, financial, familial). This will help create boundaries and make tradeoffs. There are practical aspects (safety, hygiene, medical attention, dietary needs, finances management) that one can arrange for them. Other than that we need to live our lives.
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