Even after 41 yrs married to her son, we never got along. Moved to Fl (1200 miles) to get away from his family. We were happy. Then Jan 2019, my husband went up north, realized that she cannot care for herself, and brought back not only his mom, who is in full dementia now (which did not make her nicer) but his 58 yr old extremely overweight mentally retarded brother. My husband's health is starting to deteriorate so I am left taking care of all 3 of them while working a full time job. I see no forums for people taking care of family members that are not good people. Forums are all about how they love their parents and sad they are losing them to this disease. I am angry and depressed b/c of the life we had and how drastically it’s changed in 18 months. We looked into facilities but we simply cannot afford them. I guess I just needed to vent.
Have you checked into Medicaid?
Your brother in law should qualify for all kinds of assistance because he was born mentally retarded. Your MIL can get qualified if she is in need medically.
You should contact the local counsel on aging, aka area on aging and ask them for help. They have all of the resources available for your area in easy to use formats.
This will take some time on you and hubbies part, but you need to make changes and figure out what resources are available for all of you. And there are resources available.
Grrrrrr! I feel for you having 2 needy adults dropped in your lap and then the person doing the dropping becoming needy. Statistics show that 40% of caregivers die before the person they are caring for, it is no wonder you and your husband are struggling. But there is light at the end of the tunnel.
That said, I personally know my limitations. I had a wonderful Mom, a marvelous Dad, the best brother in the entire world, and there is no second of the day that I thought I could take care of them in my home. I could not. It never came to a point where I had to make decisions for placement in care, but had it, I would have.
As far as affording facilities, that is not up to you. The parents can enter into care on medicaid or other assistance, and that is what should happen. As to your husband, you either will be able to stay in care of him (you do not tell us in what way his health is deteriorating) or you will not. That decision comes AFTER the placement of Mom and Dad. If your husband refuses to cooperate in the care and placement of his parents then you will be forced to leave the situation, and the three will do what they would do were you to walk across the street tomorrow and get mushed by a semi.
I am so sorry you are going through this. If you cannot continue, then you cannot continue. Please know your limitations. Saints get shot full of arrows and then they die and people pray to them for eternity to fix all their problems.
You will be judged. But that is neither here nor there. People love to judge others. It keeps them from having to look at their own lives.
Provide what support and assistance you are able from your own small apartment.
Covid times are hard times to make these decisions in, but it is a good time to speak frankly with your husband about this not being a life you can continue to live, and about the necessity for you to make changes with him or without him. You have my every sympathy. Not everything can be fixed or made nice. Read up on the forum and see what people are dealing with. You will be amazed.
Good luck. I hope you will update us as you move forward.
Your BIL and MIL need Medicaid. This will be based on THEIR income, not yours.
If nothing else, their SS/SSI and whatever monies they have should be paying for caregivers coming into your home to help with their care.
Does your husband hold Power of Attorney for his mother? Is mother the guardian on the handicapped brother?
I am a 61 years young, I’m a good fun person. I’m educated, & enjoy life. I get along with most everyone. Until January 2019. I don’t like the person I’m becoming, .. having only 2 emotions, anger & depressed. This forum is going to be my therapy. I feel a lil better just putting these Words on paper, so thank you for allowing me to type what I can’t say out loud.
Sorry if I sound mean or some people may disagree. But I wish there was a huge nursing home and the ' problem people' are rounded up and dumped there while all us poor exasperated tired worn out mentally broken caregivers are given brand new free home make overs, we have free massage sessions, given a long 1 week cruise trip and paid romantic dinners and hotel stays for a few days with our loved ones, - our men. Ahhhh!!!! And after all that , you come home to just you and your man, and a new clean home to enjoy and relax with our own lives. Shouldn't life be like that?!!!!!
I ask because I have a disabled nephew. He receives a small amount of SS and Medicare and Medicaid. He lives on his own with a housing voucher to help. You should be able to get BIL into a facility with Medicaid paying. His income cannot be that high. You may be guardians but your income does not have anything to do with him. I would Contact your County disabilities dept and find out what resources are out there for him.
Begin the process for Medicaid for your MIL. If at anytime she requires hospitalization tell them prior to discharge she is not safe in your home, you can not care for her properly and it would be an "Unsafe discharge"
Begin to look for options for your husband. You do not say in your profile what his problems are but if there is any way you can get help you need to find it. (Is he a Veteran? Are any of his medical problems possibly caused by his service? If so contact Veterans Assistance Commission they will help at no charge) You also may want to see an Elder Care Attorney.
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