BP/pulse all over the place. She’s fighting so hard. Today she couldn’t even stay awake to visit her grandaughter and great grand. Nurse says watch vitals. Last reading was 98/45. Oxygen stays in 80’s without it on. I’m struggling with this!! I cannot say goodbye just yet! I know she's waiting for me, I think I'm the child she's most worried about.
She has actually cried out "I want to go home" and "I just want to die" but she has continued to languish. So, I think the body gives up when it is ready. It breaks my heart to see my mother in this condition and I'm sorry I can't be the bearer of better news, but that is my experience.