Is there any way to find a therapist who specializes in working with caregivers?

Coop, you really have a lot on your plate!

I have found that a well-trained therapist understands boundary setting across the board--whether it's in a marriage, with siblings or parents.

Find yourself a well-trained psychologist or social worker with training in cognitive behavior therapy and see if s/he "clicks" with you. Good luck.

Good luck with this one. I've been wondering this myself or if there is anyone out there who specializes in this area of counseling. I've tried counseling for these issues myself, and the only thing that I got from them is to vent feelings but no real solutions. The objective of counselors is to give you coping tools, but you must do the work yourself. What was the point of paying money to find out that you put your own work in that you would probably have figured out for yourself anyway.

I joined a support group years ago for my disabled sister geared to her disability. I plugged into resources that were primarily for her needs. We had home health services that took care of the basics; feeding, dressing and toileting, but this did not cover the bigger scope of her continuity of care beyond what these aides could provide.

I was fortunate and had a therapist that specialized in caregiver issues. I was given her name by the court appointed temporary guardian. LLLOOOONNNGG story. I short, a dysfunctional family issue where I was 24/7 caregiver with two sibs who did nothing to speak of. So, ask around.

Coop, check out this link from Psychology Today:

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists/fl/fort-lauderdale

"I am single woman with two brothers- both are married and have their own issues. Neither seem ready or able to give my mother any emotional support and very little physical support."

Do your brothers ever visit your mother? Call her? Or have they pretty much washed their hands of her since there is nothing to inherit?

Coop, I went back a read your posts. You are the BRILLIANT daughter who insisted on getting correct diagnoses! Well done.

You got mom away from her narcissistic, manipulative boyfriend. Quite an accomplishment!

You have two uninvolved siblings, so all the case management--Financials and medical--falls to you.

Are you still working? Getting out socially? Is it mom or the NH you are needing to set boundaries with?

CoopHeath,
"Currently there is confusion about where she is- "

Have your Mother checked for a yeast infection. After 6 weeks of antibiotics
all the good bacteria that balance things out leaves her vulnerable to a proliferation of yeast growth. This can cause a change in mental status.

Of course you need someone to talk to since even yeast infections have a behavioral component that could send any caregiver off for therapy.

Taking care of the physical for your Mom can go a long way toward relieving your own concerns about your Mom's progress.

Your own health is down with Covid so call the NH or her doctor to get her treated. In the meantime, the fastest support could be all the support hotlines available to talk to a real person now, by phone. Go to the NAMI.com website. They might be able to refer you to a therapist. But get yourself well, rest up, and check-in here for more support.

Sorry you are sick-it does sound like this time has been brutal for both of you.
What has your own doctor suggested?

Go easy on yourself. You are sick physically, so resolve to give yourself a break.
Get that diagnosis for Mom and you will feel empowered. imo.

"And a therapist to talk to ... i mean is this how my mother leaves this world? it seems so unfair to see her suffering the indignity of her body not doing what she wants and that her mind follows suit?"

Oh, my, yes!

The unfairness of it all. I have started envying folks of my age (late 60s) who drop dead of heart attacks while in the midst of doing an activity they love, or who die in their sleep for no particular reason.

There 's this thing called "anticipatory grief"--it's a concept I found useful, My mom started to decline at 88 (we got her moved to a nice Independent Living place after a bit of a struggle) and then she had a stroke. Was in a NH with vascular dementia for 4 1/2 years. It was like watching a very slow car wreck. And not in a good way.

I didn't seek therapy at the time, because I think I was afraid to talk about what I was feeling; being here on this board was my place to vent, scream, rant.

Found a good therapist (we do telemed visits) after the pandemic started to take its toll on my mental health. I THOUGHT I had loads of stuff in my toolbox, but together we've uncovered lots of unhealthy coping mechanisms and have started replacing them with more adaptive ones. And my tendency to "swoop"--to think that I have to solve EVERY problem--has been revealed to be one of my unhealthier tendencies.

I wish you good luck with finding someone to talk to. It is truly a blessing.

CoopHeath, I checked the Internet for talk-therapists in my area. Eventually finding a group of therapists and calling to see if they had someone on staff who had dealt with caring for seniors, hopefully the therapist was a senior herself. She was, it was a good fit, especially since she her own Mom was in memory-care.

I went weekly, it was mainly a vent session and we would alo talk about other things going on in the world. Sometimes we just need someone to talk to when there isn't anyone else available who wants to listen.... [sigh]

Coop, afternoon confusion is sometimes called "sundowning". What helped my mom with ALL kinds of anxiety issues was being on a regular low dose of anti anxiety meds, not "on request" or PRN.

The geriatric psychiatrist explained it to me thus: it's easier to prevent anxiety than it is to treat it once it starts. A bigger dose is needed once the panic starts, which then knocks her out.

My mom went on a pediatric dose of klonopin AM and PM with another tiny dose prn if she got wound up.

So glad you're starting with a therapist.

You might also look for a caregiver support group where you and other care givers can share stories and ideas for coping. Something like this forum only perhaps a smaller or more local group. Check with churches or the Alzheimer's Association (even if Alzheimer's is not part of your issue) about cate giving resources in your are or even online.

You might check to see if there are Geriatric Case (or care) Managers in your area. They will usually have a social worker on staff that does therapy/counseling or they can make a referral to a therapist. I have found the social worker therapists to be very good. If you qualify for Medicare (age-wise) the therapy can be covered by Medicare.

Basically, without a recommend from your own doctor you are down to calling and interviewing. I think you should look for private practiced certified licensed Social Workers who specialize in life transitions work. Make clear that you are a caregiver. And that you need help with that. This cognitive work about everyday decisions and living with things as they are (ie that thing with the bros won't change; needs to be let go of as though they weren't living; and you are in all likelihood correct that Mom is on a long, slow slide down that cannot be changed and must be accepted.)
I wish you great luck in finding the right person. It makes all the difference. One interview in office will let them know what you need from them, and will let you know if there is even the slightest chance they may help you. You certainly seem very clear here in what you hope for.
I sure wish the best for you and hope you'll update us.

Must problems caregivers have, could be prevented if they had more objective and realistic understanding on what can be accomplished and what can not, in the process of caring for people with dementia. Most of the problems are caused by guilt and by feelings of inadequacy. Having the ilusión that "love" cures everything causes the most frustrating experience. When they realize that despite their best loving care the demented person only gets worse. The care giver blames himself/herself for not doing enough or for not loving enough. Caregivers should know from the beginning that the best caring for a demented person, won't make that person better. They should know that no matter how much they do, the dementia will continue to worsen until the patient dies. That the demented person will no always appreciate what is done by the caregivers. That instead of gratitude, the caregiver will frequently be insulted, attacked or accused of stealing. What makes the caregivers sick, is not the physical work, but the constant frustration of accomplishing nothing despite their best efforts. Caregivers need to set realistic goals and not be mislead by "experts" that preach that quality of life of demented patients will improve with "proper" care. Dementia does not allow room for good quality of life because they are disconnected from their environment, and live in their own inner world. No good intentions will penetrate their shell. Caregivers should concentrate in performing nursing care. Keeping the patient clean, assist the feeding process and help with other physiologic functions. Forget about attempting any type of therapy or counseling. It will bounce back. Leave to the doctors the task treating with medication anxiety, agitation, insomnia, paranoia, depression or any other additional mental problems.

I go to acupuncture for Everyone sliding scale gives me a hour to meditate and focus on myself . I have a social worker who helped me with elder services . They had a workshop Savvy Caregiver and it was a 6 week class and then a support group after that . Recently elder services gave me another social worker and cameras . Visiting nurse had a social worker come visit me and he said “ I have done everything right “ I will need to start focusing on my life’s goals and future . I would encourage acupuncture it helps your immune system and to give you a clear head .

Call the local or state clinical psychology board and ask for a referral. A licensed clinical psychologist is well educated in therapy and trained in clinical settings.They are supervised and usually subject to peer review. They are also more likely to accept your insurance including Medicare and Medicaid. Social workers are generally in it for the money and there are many cases where people are kept in therapy for excessive periods of time with Social Workers. We recently had a poster on Aging Care who had been in therapy for 10 years with a Social Worker.

I sent the following paragraph to Champ and the second paragraph beneath that one is addressed to a Ms CoopHeath

Champ
I applaud your response, and I'm doing it standing up.
TChamp may still need a support group and may still feel compelled to try some little bits of magic, (I bought a water distiller and enough vitamins and ayurvedic supplements to fill a suit case), but the absolute and very valuable reality foundation you so clearly laid gives a perfect and solid understanding to build on and to help her future decisions. I hope she re-reads your response. I did,

Hi CoopHeath,

I went to several different support groups. This was the best fit and in my opinion the gold standard.

Insight Memory Care Center (IMCC) https://www.insightmcc.org.

You don't have to be in Northern VA or even in Virginia to join. Depending on your level of caregiving, beginners, and old hands at it, there is a Zoom group you can join for free. It is lead by a professional certified social workers and extraordinary people in their own right. Your care is one of their highest concerns.

IMCC's staff is genuine and will never let you down. The Zoom attending people are polite, likable, funny, supportive, we sometimes tear up, and all are interested in each others' well being. Sometimes we skip our turns to speak if another attendee is having an especially difficult week and needs to vent or ask more questions. No big deal we just listen, and with heart.
The staff will help you to figure out which group that may better suit you although you are very welcome to join any group. Please just call them. Even if you don't join up ever they will forever welcome your questions about resources.

Try https://www.psychologytoday.com
and search under find a therapist. They have filters and you’ll need to inquire about whether they take insurance.

I have BCBS and you can look for therapists under ‘find a doctor’ on their site. Maybe the same is true for your insurance but call them if you can’t find anything on the site.

Sending love and support your way. Hang in there. ❤️

This doesn’t answer your question, & I don’t mean to add to your already-full plate, but you mentioned antibiotics for staph infection in your mom’s replaced knee. From experience. I can tell you the chances of antibiotics working on a staph infection in an artificial knee are slim - unless they found it very very early.
I had a knee replacement in 2012. Staph infection (lugdunensis) showed up in 2014. My ortho wanted to remove the existing knee & do what they call a revision - a new knee. Unfortunately, I’m more my mother’s daughter than I cared to admit & opted for antibiotic treatment (much of it iv) & continued for 2 1/2 years, when the infectious disease dr. admitted the infection was winning. Ortho dr did the revision - Said my bone looked like Swiss cheese. My new knee includes rods above & below the knee, & pain always. I don’t post this to scare you, but staph is nasty. And I was healthy. Your mother should have regular blood work.
Re specialized therapy, your family dynamic isn’t the best, besides your being responsible for … (your mother) - I think they are common stress factors. The secret would be to find someone whose approach you’re comfortable with. In my area, most therapists describe their approach. I found one I thought would work for my late LO (& who took his insurance), & they clicked.
You’re wise to seek help before you get overwhelmed because, as you surmise, you will probably gain valuable coping skills.
Good luck!

CoopHealth: There are many physical therapists in your area of Ft. Lauderdale, FL. Just one is "Aries Physical Therapy." As I won't advertise for them, it can be googled by you. Best of luck.

Hello. I’ll suggest senior services in your town or one nearby.

Edit: Coop*Heath*: Please speak with your area's COA (Council on Aging). Kindly ignore my post on Physical Therapists.

CoopHeath: you wrote "Def not scaring me. I think this infection is in a less than 5 month window.
The IV drugs seemed to get it out of acute stage and now on suppressive.
Mom has regular blood work- for ID and her general well being plus her daughter is a PIA and asks for checks all the time."

The window to beat staph seemed to be days, not months. No one had a clue why it showed up 2 years after the original surgery. It was acute when I first discovered it, then suppressive, until the numbers rose slightly after 2 1/2 years.
Glad her daughter is a pia.

Adding here. Had my telehealth appointment. I think I will keep this person. Relatable and sent me some good info about grief. I'm still home and ill. Pos then neg then pos again, different symptoms this time. So I feel like I am being tested. I talk to my mom on the phone multiple times a day and facetime- so she and staff can see me & I can see her. My mom is very with it most of the day.... though her body doesn't cooperate and THAT is the cause of great distress for her.
So many things I cannot control I can only be present, loving, available and make the times I am with my mom mean something for her and me. I see I am sacrificing some of my relationships a bit at this time. Hopefully I can shift a bit to keep them fulfilling for my own wellbeing.
:-)

Dear Coophealth;
I too feel a great need for a qualified therapist to help me cope with all that I am dealing with as the caregiver. What my biggest hurdle has been is the Cost! While I did have to admit my 89 year old mother to a nursing home a few months ago, her needs are still daily, requiring my intervention, visits, dealing with her financial issues, medication/doctor decisions, etc. I am the only daughter and the only one who provides for her care. I am 66 years old myself, still work a demanding job, about 50-60 hours a week and have an ill husband who cannot help me with any of the financial burden. So, paying $100+ a pop for a therapist would be another burden for me. And, yes, I agree, just having someone who actually understands and will listen would be a big help. It's exhausting being the caregiver and I find myself overwhelmed, exhausted and discouraged much of the time. If you find an affordable answer, I would appreciate it if you would share. God bless!
Sue1956