Hi all. New member here and have a concern I would like your opinions and thoughts on. I have been a Private Duty Caregiver for years, self employed. I simultaniously work stints in hospitals and other facilities. I have had one client/family for nearly 8 years. They are the loveliest people and family I have ever been blessed to work for, and one of the client’s daughters and I have become extremely close friends through this time.
As the Dad in family has deteriorated the past 3 years with severe dementia, this daughter, my friend, has given up everything in her life to care for her father 24/7 round the clock. She has a wonderful heart, is very sacrificing and loving to her father. As a hired caregiver, I give her reprieve, but she is still his primary caretaker, and it has clearly taken its toll on her physical and emotional health these past 3 years. Her dad is in a constant state of agitation and sleep deprivation. Her dad is 99 yrs old.
Recently the Dad developed acute heart failure. He swelled like a balloon with oxygen levels in the 60’s. He was rushed to hospital and has been in ICU getting great care, however his heart is only functioning at 20%, and he is a full code. He also has aspiration pneumonia. He is but a shadow of the man I have know through these years.
My problem is my friend, his daughter, is in absolute denial and feels he will completely recover to lead a full life when he is released, despite the dementia. If doctors even suggest comfort, she rages at them and thinks they just want him dead and don’t care. She is unable to view the situation with any sense of reality. In truth I feel she is delaying the inevitable and prolonging his suffering because she is unable to let him go. She has revolved her entire life around him for 3 years. The heroics they are doing is shocking. As her friend, what can I do to help her grasp reality, if anything? Any suggestions?
Finally, my friend feels that although her dad is in ICU with a 1 to 1 ratio nurse to patient care, that she should be there at the hospital 24/7, or if she cannot be there, has a hired companion so he is never alone. Through the years she has put him in a facility for a one week respite care occasionally, and even then has hired companions in addition to staff 24/7. To me this seems extremely obsessive and I don’t understand it. In all my years I have never seen a family member who feels their loved one shouldn’t be without constant companionship ever, even for an hour to get lunch in the cafeteria. In addition to nursing staff. What is this about? Is this obsessive? I want to understand my friend. She has an opportunity to at least go home during the night to get some sleep, and she refuses, even though the nursing staff are taking great care of him. If she has to run to the store and leave hospital for an hour, she will hire someone to sit with him in the ICU for that hour. Can anyone shed any light on this for me so I can better understand my friend/employer? Thanks guys.
Like many have said, everyone is different. Your friend is already grieving, has been for a long while. You grieve the loss of who the person you love used to be, and you want to protect them. I don’t think your friend really believes he will fully recover and just get up and go; I think she understands very well what is happening, but she NEEDS to make sure he is loved and cared for to the highest degree.
Also, contrary to what could be expected, when he passes instead of collapsing and being completely devastated and as much as I know she will be deeply hurting -specially because she’s devoted her life to preserve his for years-, but she might be better prepared than you think, because she will know she was there literally and figuratively, as much as humanly possible and that she ensured that her dad received the best care possible. That may help her get through the real grieving process when the moment comes.
God bless you for caring! I think the best you can do is let her be the daughter she wants to be, and then, when the moment comes, be there for her to remind her of how much she did and how much love and comfort her devotion provided for her dad!
This might not be a appropriate venue to mention this, but while caregiving for my mom, I wrote a short overview book on caregiving that you might be interested in. It is titled, Christian Caregiving: Practical Advice for a Happy Ending by Patti Greene. It’s on Amazon.
Peace and courage to all involved in your caregiving.
I had a lot of people tell me that I couldn't do what I was doing for 3-1/2 years, but when DH passed, I know I did my best and all I could do. I still have some regrets but at least I know I was there for him 100%.
Let the daughter do what she feels she must do.
I was with my mom and dad 24/7 to protect them from caregivers and medical professionals and i use that term lighty, who DID not carr. And who resent helping us *old people.*
THERE,s too much disrespect and neglect being SPREAD..
ABUSE is rampid
So if you give a damn about your loved one get cameras and recorder,s and do not leave them alone
You need to consult with the family about your PROFESSIONAL assessment.
If there is a social worker you can talk to about this and maybe get them or a nurse to discuss the possibility of Hospice that might help. Many hospitals have a Hospice liaison that could discuss this with the family.
All you can do is inform the family what various outcomes may be in your "professional opinion"
You can present a variety of options that may work, Hospice, Palliative care (although I think any group assessing him would say he is Hospice eligible, but if the family wants to continue to pursue treatment Palliative is the way he would go)
One of the most difficult things in being a caregiver is coming to the realization that no matter what you do the person you are caring for will NOT get better. It can be difficult for a professional caregiver but even more difficult for family.
I hate to say this but as a professional you need to establish boundaries. I think that is one of the most difficult things about being a caregiver. I have had caregivers that become emotionally invested and some of the outcomes have not been good.
Somebody is going to have to volunteer for the job of telling her how to let him go. Rather them than me. Does the hospital have a good chaplaincy team?
I agree, she is a little over the top here. Hopefully she has some Faith to help get her thru. She is lucky she had him this long. She really isn't being fair to him. She needs to let him go. She is going to be a basket case once he passes. Lets hope that his heart just gives out and they are not able to bring him back. She has to know that the body cannot live forever and his mind has already left.
All you can do is be there.
While your friend’s father is alive, there is nothing you can do to change her mind, attitude toward or treatment of her father. She has to believe she is doing all she can for him. On some level, she knows he’s dying. Obsessing over his care may be her way of dealing with what she knows the outcome will be.
Be there for her when the inevitable happens. Have a list of therapists and grief counselors for her. She’s going to need them. But for right now, all you can do is step back and let her know you’re there for her.
It is a fear of mine.
BTW, have you read Atul Gawande's book Being Mortal?