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Mom has some dementia. But she refuses to eat completely when I'm there, and only does so when my siblings are around. It doesn't matter what I do. So I feel really really sad.
It's hard not to take it personally.

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Perhaps when your sibs are there she feels she needs to put on her company manners, but with you she feels comfortable enough to be herself and do what she really wants
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AlvaDeer Nov 18, 2024
What a great answer. When you are with your caregiver, for better or worse you are HOME. When you are with the others, they are guests or you are. I want to eliminate my answer and STEAL yours!
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For me, I can't eat if I'm stressed, but I've had eating issues way back.

I have had the opposite issue, I don't like to let mom eat alone all the time, so I try and eat lunch with her, a couple times a week, but she stresses me, it's been better because I've been able to let go of much of my anxiety, but it's been very hard for me to eat around her.

If I'm with anyone that I feel is going to look at my plate, comment on my food, or even think of eating of my plate, my stomach closes.

It comes from having an ex husband that is 5"6 and weighed 350. Spouse of an alcoholic hates alcohol. I started to hate food.

This is just a different perspective, I would keep your meal time at moms, as light and friendly as you can , never talk or mention food. Don't say oh that looks good or smells good, or anything about the food , then see if nature takes its course.

Try that and go from there. Food for some is often about control, when I don't feel my life is in control, I control the one and only thing I can, which is food

But, this may not be the issue at all, some place to start though.

Best of luck
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You are taking "dementia behaviors" personally? It is time then to get more education about the disorder, because it never makes sense and it is not meant personally.
I WILL say that when you CHOOSE to do home caregiving, that you move from being the DD (darling daughter) to being the caregiver. That is a whole different thing. Your daughter is loved and cherished, but your caregiver seldom is because she requires things of you.

It is worth seeing what looks different about a table she shares with the other kids, and one she does with you. Be certain there is no criticism of amounts she eats or how she eats. She isn't your little child (despite seeming like one at time). Take note of how she is treated, if differently from how you normally treat her during meals.

Other than that there's little you can do. Doesn't sound awful if this is the worst of caregiving right now.
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It's hard not to take all the ugly behaviors personally, I agree. Perhaps you should allow mom to eat alone from now on. It's perfectly ok to feel sad about the fact mom has dementia, because there's nothing happy about it. Some things should be mourned, and this is one of them.

Sending you my condolences for your pain.
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Are you trying too hard? Are you concerned your mother isn’t getting the nutrition she needs? Has it become routine for you to show your concern at mealtime or to try to convince her to take “just one more bite”?

When I was caring, briefly, for my MIL with dementia, she made it clear she disliked being the sole focus of my attention and she would push back when she’d had enough of it.

I wasn’t with her long enough to come up with ‘tricks’ but I think I would have tried things like being too ‘busy’ to sit down with her when she eats or having music on at mealtimes. Maybe have Tv Tray Tuesdays when both of you eat in front of the tv or serve Finger Foods on Fridays from paper plates. Try root beer floats you make right in front of her so she can watch them foam. Try not to get so serious about food; if she skips a meal or eats too lightly once in awhile it’s ok. Nothing will work every time or forever.
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Coujd be dementia what she’s familiar with
maybe she relates eating with times they sat down and ate with her
mayb e you fuss over her - why not ask your siblings the question
nit the same but my dog associates me doing certain things and other family members doing other certain things and he barks angry if any one of us changes it!
end of day - don’t sweat the small stuff
maybe put her dinner down and you sit somewhere else in the room and say I’ll leave you in peace to eat - call me if you need anything
maybe that might work then slowly join her for a cup of tea or pudding sort of thing
either way- please don’t get upset - it really isn’t worth it
it’s prob just a routine she’s used to
best wishes
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lalabanana: It's hard not to take the ugliness that dementia presents personally. Hugs.
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I have heard from my elders ( they tend to turn on those closest to them).. this is not documented anywhere to my knowledge but, old school knows a few things in my opinion( I had heard this growing up even before I had to experience it.. I am now 65)
I have experienced this with my own mother as well … my brother ) whom did not live with us) could get her to run a marathon😂 while I couldn’t get her to bathe ugh!!
It’s hard not to take it personally but you have to change your mindset ( make the so called obvious.. not so obvious in whatever way you can)… and do this to preserve the love and compassion… because our feelings can be fragile and easily sway, as hard as that is for me to say!
We are only human and as humans “ we feel”
Maybe have them over more often? Or try different scenarios.
When the roles are reversed we sometimes have to use a few tricks lol like they did with us!!
And I still say it’s hard raising parents😅🥹🥲
Wishing you the best outcome❤️‍🩹
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I would be willing to bet you are around your mom more than the others. If that's the case, she's more interactive with them because it's something 'new'. Kind of sparks her brain back to life, so to speak. Plus, the more she eats and the more they talk, the longer they stay.
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If you are Mom’s caregiver , she could be showtiming when your siblings visit , being more her old self who used to eat .
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Stop feeling sad. Maybe use this time to do a little self pampering allowing the other sibs to entertain mom while you are out enjoying some time away from mom.

Make this work for you. You are the caregiver, so your relationship with mom is going to be different from that of the other sibs. You are doing the heavy lifting and taken on the job of being a caregiver.
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waytomisery Nov 24, 2024
Yes ,

My siblings used to announce they were coming to visit and I was expected to host , sometimes on short notice .

My husband finally told me to tell my siblings , that when they come , I’m taking a day off and they can feed Mom and Dad .

He was right , so I did stop hosting or attending when siblings visited . Siblings stopped coming on holidays when I stopped hosting . They would come on a non holiday weekend and take Mom and Dad out to eat .
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